The day after my wedding, when I woke up in the morning my husband had left me a note that he has to leave on an unexpected duty call and he did not dare to wake me up to say goodbye. The house felt empty, and loneliness was shading all over the place. I had to take off my white dress and step into the very first day of my new life. The only thing that could be found in this house was my femininity and the big change that was already happening to it. Fear was capturing me: I hope all my dreams for this new life do not become like a bubble near to blow out.